Here inside
This aching head
Misfiring synopsis
Wires crossed
Constant dread

The earth
spins on its axis
And me on mine

Dizzying speeds
And crossing lines

He calls me a liar
And maybe
He’s right

Because I don’t
Know what
You are

If I’m being true
I’m not certain

Where even
I went
In all this

I see glimpses
Of me
In his eyes
Or our laughter

I wish I couldn’t
See me
At all in you

Or in terrors
At darkest
Points of night
Reflect in tears
That drip

Flip to today
Where I play
Ever growing roles
Taking tolls

Until the only lie
Left to say
Is that I’m ok