She sits
As the train
Rumbles underground
Mumbled words
From drugged brain

Eyes devoid
Of once bright soul
Appearing whole
But I know

As she Kinda slumps
When we emerge
Into sunlight

And hot tears
Roll insolently
Down my cheeks
And I wanna fight

A little for her
But mostly for me
Cause sadly I see
If I can’t win
This waging war

Or I give up
Instead of holding on
For one day more
Or stop believing
Deep in my core

Then she could be
My worst fear
Cause sadly I see
Her in me.